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I'm down to earth, friendly, outgoing, my glass is half full, I'm goofy and playful, a prankster. I live life like I'm dieing because once you experience what its like to almost die, living like its your last day on earth becomes easy. Its like the song "Live like you were dieing" by Tim Mcgraw. I love that song its so true. Now to the bad side of me or what allot of people think may be the bad side. Im outspoken, I stand up for everything I believe in, I speak my mind, I can be scary when Im angry but just say BOO and I'll cry, I expect a bit too much out of my life and at times I can be my worst enemy, Im a neat freak, Im an over protective mother and I usually ignore the phone when it rings. Other then that im OK I guess. I have wanted to act since I was just 8 years old and in my first Christmas play. However I never really had the chance to run my life, my life seemed to run me. I was on a bus to California when I was 17 to stay with my now husband on March AFB and then I was having a baby 3 years later. Now my youngest is in Kindergarten and I am not trying like hell to run my life and not let it run me anymore. I want to be an actress and make my dream come true. I will not let my life pass me by without making that a reality. God Bless all of you on if.net we all have a need I hope gets met. I made allot of friends here and am happy I found this site. Im a great supporter for honest people. See everyone in the next contest! HUGS AND MORE HUGS

ps all the comments to this blog are actually to a different blog I deleted. I was upset at the cheating going on so I dropped out of the Reaper contest really upset. But to all the people who left me comments during that time ILY and your great friends!!!